| huh? |
[Jul. 12th, 2008|04:09 am] |
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anyone still use this thing? |
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| when does we become you |
[Feb. 10th, 2008|03:42 pm] |
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lately i fell like im not a person anymore. in an attempt to see myself, in the sense that i exist in the lives of other people, i have failed horribly. i fell more and more like people exist as fixtures in a room all serving a different purpose some more noble than others. what would a lamp be able to say to a couch or a table. ok ok, im being vague as hell, but i just feel nothing in common with anyone anymore. all of the connections ive made with people over the years seem fleeting and shattering. i also get the idea that basically everyone i ever come into contact with thinks that anything i fell or say is somehow invalid or wanton. sabotage lurks around every corner. i am no longer a person in the eyes of everyone, i am an abstraction. im a construct or archetype. im in a fish out of water comedy and all the jokes are on me,though still funny to me, incredibly mean spirited and hateful. i thought everthing was back to normal after the hospital visit and all that shit(if you dont know dont ask). but really its not. it seems no one is a fried to me anymore. in the eyes of everyone i feel like a burden, this guy that no one wants to die and thats it. distance, seperation etc. a person to keep around but never to let close. a clown. a minstrel. people can lie and be two faced to me and try to save face and say they arent like that, but until i feel a connection with any human being, im going to have a hard time trusting anyone.
sorry but thats just sort of how it is right now. if you can prove otherwise please do.
-eric |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 22nd, 2008|12:30 am] |
lifes a turd.
poop it |
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| stream of aids |
[May. 19th, 2007|07:10 pm] |
stream of aids
havent done a poem in a while.
enjoy!
chaka khan get your afro space suit
mickey mouse make your stoned ass way through
falls creek hit me, hit me falls creek arbuckle mountians turn-turner turner falls
aphrodite marmolade grasp the red and green kool-aid
whitey tighty, get paid, sippin on the hateraide
meatloaf screams " fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck yoooooooooooooooou biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch"
crunk style rapper chant:
sally jessy raphel[x30]
zebras zebras deborahs zorbas
turtles turtles fajaitas
mesquite-tas mosquitoes tostitos
PRECAMBRIAN LIMESTONES YOU FUCKIN YUPPIES
skinny-dudes-with-fashion-cuts-who-are-single-and-have-a-big-stash-of-blow.net/cgi-bin/side-lounge.shtml
you should eat pizza at sauced, because it is a fine culinary expirence, and people would never eat shitty pizza to be hip
dont you think you are worthy?
ARE MY TITS GETTING IN THE WAY OF YOUR CONVERSATION??
man, did you see the red hairs on that shit?
can you just heard animals, or am i a dancing machine???
have you ever heard of this rock band dude?
has to be the BEST DRUMMER EVER!!!
"hey bryant, come here for a second"
thinking outside the box:a bike-a-thon for all ages.
nighttrips [x16]
joshua distance calls out to you,"attention target shoppers, there is a blue light special on all housewares"
get the toxins out |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 16th, 2007|09:10 am] |
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somewhere, some dude has a new girlfriend. he is trying to convince his girlfriend to have sex while listening to rammstein. this make me laugh. |
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| Phenylketonuria |
[Feb. 8th, 2007|10:54 am] |
Phenylketonuria
Phenylketonuria
Phenylketonuria
Phenylketonuria
Phenylketonuria
poppa dont take my citrus soda away, jesus christ said brominated vegetable oil is alright with me.
also:MANNITOL, SACCHARIN |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 24th, 2006|04:29 am] |
| [ | music |
| | lorelei - cocteau twins | ] |
sing my favorite lines to the songs i like:
then you cut me, you cut me to the bone
without a doubt
a doubt
a doubt
a doubt
a doubt |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 22nd, 2006|06:08 am] |
to anyone in the okc area who doesnt have the means to get to family or has no place to go for thanksgiving: you are invited.
you are invited to enjoy thanksgiving with me in my family in okc.
leave a comment or give me a call 405-203-0456 |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 8th, 2006|04:11 pm] |
things look better for the political future, also summer was fun
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 28th, 2006|12:17 pm] |
take me to the hotel johanna
i want to have a drink
i dont want to have to stand in a crowded room
take me to the hotel johanna
i want do have a drink
i dont want to laugh i dont want cry i dont want to have to think |
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| birthday |
[Oct. 22nd, 2006|01:43 am] |
my mom got me this sweet ass thing. solo shows in the future.ghhahahhahahaha.
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 21st, 2006|04:37 am] |
im 23 and i have not done enough.
title of future essay to be written by yours truly:
"We should all, in reality, practice solidarity with the fast food revolution."
see if that gets made
in other news i made an 8 dollar mistake, lets hope that never happens again. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|05:21 am] |
can you cry for a shadow?
i dont think so.
- eric |
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| new song!!! |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|05:04 pm] |
new song up on my music myspace
it my take a while for myspace to process it
enjoy
thanks daniel for the drum machine |
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